im not sure how long can i put up with this
and act as if im perfectly fine with life.
came in, locked the gate.
and you.
i had to get fucked by you just when i came back.
back home.
someplace i call "home".
what the fuck is wrong with you?
ma is having a hard time.
and you.
not forgiving, not understanding, not appreciating.
she even stopped me.
from supposedly yelling at you.
which i never intended to.
just get the facts right
before trying to screw the shit out of someone.
my migraine is not getting any better.
and im not used to the puking-wherever-i-go yet.
when will i see myself through again?