i want to sleep.
and hope to never wake up.
she left for australia.
im left to survive on my own
with an emotionally unstable father at home.
have i told you that i got caught by my dear Mr F.Tong a.k.a ftong?
for leaving my phone in sight for him to catch me red-handed.
oh wow.wow.
and of course.i didnt leave without a fight.
and a fight i had, leaving me bleeding all the way to the library, and back when i collected my phone.
i loved the scarcasm in the apology letter i wrote to my dear ftong (:
which naturally, ftong being a GP expert found out in matter of seconds.
but he knew i stabbed him in the ego before he dared fire me out of his dingy room called office.
i won, mind you.
and guess what.
i came home and got f-ed by someone
cuz she insisted that i was in fault (yea.just my luck)
and shoudnt have been sarcastic.
and 翻脸 for 2 whole days.
amazing, isnt it?
the way a parent's mind work.
pray, weixin.pray.
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
im not sure how long can i put up with this
and act as if im perfectly fine with life.
came in, locked the gate.
and you.
i had to get fucked by you just when i came back.
back home.
someplace i call "home".
what the fuck is wrong with you?
ma is having a hard time.
and you.
not forgiving, not understanding, not appreciating.
she even stopped me.
from supposedly yelling at you.
which i never intended to.
just get the facts right
before trying to screw the shit out of someone.
my migraine is not getting any better.
and im not used to the puking-wherever-i-go yet.
when will i see myself through again?
Monday, October 22, 2007
friday, 19/10/07
migraine.didnt have the energy to quarrel.
all the way from the lift to the carpark.
yadayadayada.
went to school.
first wave: barfed in the toilet sink.
went back to sit.extremely woozy.
2nd wave: after 8 mins.
couldnt hold until i reached the toilet
barfed in the drain next to marquee.fark.
the rest went to the sink again.
left at 7.20+, then 3rd wave: couldnt find proper plastic bag in time.
pants, bag, car seat kenah.
damn.
eragon is sweet.good show. (:
today
pw.went down to tm just now.
what a mess.
in the end only got one dri-fit, only shadow and "?" and TJ024.
$30.90.like..wth.
but the uncle was nice lah.
and i had to trouble both the uncle and the girl making the design.
aarghh.
i need sleep.
and neopets, too.
i hate getting fucked like that.again and again.
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
heh.
so much fun during pw mtg today.
we went like cuckoo
cuz we were all braindead
except for chris cuz she wasnt there.
agh.got back WR.
and we talked about so many probs when sze was away for OGL interview.
haha.qj's lip-smacking was hilarious.
hardly ever get to smuggle so much fun out of pw sessions.gahs.
and john went like "ok thank you christina"
when we were ranting sth about what she told me over the phone.
haha.john's like so funny lah.
yup i got the HSM2 soundtrack.
i gotta go my own way :)
Sunday, October 07, 2007
balls of fury:
aisha tyler shoots darts
maggie Q kicks butts
the rest of the show is not worth watching :)
it was brainless entertainment but i did enjoy it a little.
and i've added another candidate to my "Most admired Ladies" list.
maggie Q :)
oh.talk about dejavu.
i was like relieved to see tyler back again.
well..not in this kinda movie
but really glad to see her after she died in the first season of ghost whisperer.
just watched rob-b-hood.
haha.well it was funny..but not all that hilarious.
pretty touching at the end :)
and it ate up 2 hours...-_-...
well gotta go do aug issue le...
later have the last breakthrough.
yeaaa.sweet!
post-promo is so going well.
that is
before i see any papers....tmr.
Thursday, October 04, 2007
removed 2 wisdom tooth (i know is teeth.i like tooth better.)
right jaw.
bled non-stop
and my whole mouth was bloody
and i was spitting blood into the sink
every 10 mins or so.
if i get recruited into the vampire buisness
my ass is sure to get booted out first for sure (:
op rehersal was ok
ha.yanti likes my tone.
except that i kept looking at the script, which is like a universal problem.
*keeps fingers crossed*
i hope my EoM is perfect.or else i can kiss 20% of my total marks bye already.
argh.
was frustrated at ma cuz she cudnt understand what i was asking her to do.
then she like misunderstood..
and i got pissed.
damn.
cant control my mood especially with two big empty holes in my mouth that aches
and going to worsen tmr when i wake up.
but i was okay.
i wanna slack.like watch anm.
but im like tired..and..toothless
and..zzz
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
im like
*hack* throat itch and sneezing...
gimme a break.
going to skl at 10 today to meet ms yanti for WR..
and.
open house mtg at bedok mac..at 12?!
i dunno how am i gna rush there in time
and im so not eatin fast-food
with my present condition
i'll like die in a few...hours?
completed EoM.that dammit piece of shit.yay (:
when i could've actually finished it ytd morn...did it in 2 hrs ++ after i went home.
haha
fel finish exams le..
feng boy just started on mon.
10.51pm,02/10/07
feng: Have you finished your exams? could you like sms and revise with me on source based questions? :)
......(uh what was i doing?! eh ya eOm)
11.31pm
me: yea.sry late reply.okie.tell me, for sbq compare n contrast.whats the first n most impt thing to look out for?
(impatient.wait.was it me..or him who waited for like 30+mins for my reply)
11.36pm
me: ooi.boy ah.dun fall aslp leh.my bad.wake up leh.
and i waited until like...12 then i juz told him to read thru the stuff i wrote and everything will be fine.
i hope.
snoopy taking exams today also.ahh.gotta wish him luck later.
it feels uber wierd.
like we've rushed finish promo
and the whole world around you just started taking their exams.
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
finally.back from promo.
physics + math + econs + gp(maybe) = quick death concoction.
i need more aspirin.....
yea!! promo finally is over.
i think i worked hard enough
that im already like dead sick now
and hope you like the new skin!!
pw nightmare is barely over
tmr meeting yanti at school for WR
thurs whole day OP rehersal (which i havent even memorised..like arrgh dammit)
and i havent sent adi the script. gAh.
i wasted the whole bloody morning
blog-hopping and mooring on the net
taking silly tests like ratemylife and amidumb
haha.
wells
gtg rush out my eom by like 3 or sth
after lunch
cuz i cudnt hand in on fri..taking mc
on thurs gonna remove wisdom tooth
im like freakin not going for minor op..
gah.haha
ohwells.
enjoy ur post-promo-happy-while-u-can time!!