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Monday, May 15, 2006
Hi-5..and our "Engl-rish"
5/15/2006 09:14:00 PM

Singaporean parents....*utterly dumbfounded*

Stop throwing our faces when you're bringing your kids to watch Hi-5 when they reach here for their "Live Action Heroes" Concert.

Lately this Hi-5 advertisement kept appearing when I was watching KC.(wells..im not feeling prosperous enough to haf cable...so dun complain)

A very typical aunty-stereotype.."You know..my son liked Hi-5 so much...he is a fans of them!!"

*jaw drop*

The other is better.."I am so busy..I don't even have the time to go online and buy!!"

wtfh!?god.i thought only ppl who dun have time go online to purchase tics!!

"I think.. it is a good thing to have a good show here I think"

?!?!!??!!

Seriously..you are bringing your kids to watch a show created by Austrialians. We cant afford to let them know that our English is of that sort of calibre! They'll scoff their bootys off..!

*sighs*..


Sunday, May 14, 2006
Glitter
5/14/2006 04:07:00 PM

What am I doing all alone at home on Mother's day?

Damnit.

I had been mugging, sleeping, watching tv, mugging, sleeping, watching tv for like endless cycles these 3 days...since friday.

boy its hell da sick.

Waiting to go suntec this evening was ok...at least there was some anticipation.

Watched "Glitter" on Chn 5 yesterday.

Omg...Mariah Carey...hey its so NOT because of that.

Just touched by the show. She was this well-known solo-singer Billie Franks... Actually didn't watch much of it. Just the ending 1/2 hour or so. Her boyfriend by the name of Dice sumthim...couldnt recall got shot by this Black guy whom he borrowed a huge sum of *ching-ching* from..bout 10 thousand odd? Billie was then threatened by the Black if Dice couldnt return the sum on the day of Billie's concert.

A few days ago in her apartment..She slapped Dice and left him cuz' she felt that Dice was useless. Actually..if i wasn't wrong...without Dice there will be no Billie. Dice took the remaining days to write a song...that Billie also soo coincidentally composed the same song in her girlfriend's apartment.Dice wanted to sell the song the day before Billie's concert......

Bamm.

He died on the day of Billie's concert...and that very morning Billie went back to her house to check on Dice....and even kissed the manuscript that he was working on plus a tic to that night's concert.

Billie went on stage....apparently about to burst.

"Everyone out there....Don't take anyone for granted.."

Then out came the song that she and Dice wrote.

awww.....sobs...

I hardly cry in movies.

But this shook me hard on the back.

Carey's passion seriously did more damage on me than what I could've imagined.

yupp...so a reminder is set.

never..never take anybody for granted.


Saturday, May 13, 2006
Lé Grotesque Facet of Human Nature_ lã GE 2006
5/13/2006 08:15:00 PM

At first..I was quite edgy about writing politics online.

But I made up my mind.

Ok..First things first. I set up my discussion boundary - no personal attacks on any member of politics and no biasness towards any party.

You see, this is another year after 5 long awaited years when political parties clear dust, sharpen their armaments, fuel up heavy artillery to give themselves more oomph in their campaigns. However so, to me, a 15-year-old kid who had never ventured a step into the "looking-glass" of the political world; to tell you the truth, I was totally disgusted.

The first point here is that, Nobody is Perfect. It is a Theory, a Law of the Nature that had been proved by the span of Time since it was announced. We,human beings,no matter how intelligent, how quick-witted are erronous beings; we are still Sentient,that is. Definitions,or perimeters set by Humans - are bound to have some risks of being wrong. Even the basic principles of "Right" and "Wrong" are set by us erronous beings. Who is to say if we are correct or not? We judge ourselves for our actions. Many would then say,"How would you know if you're right or wrong?".

Simple.

Since we created these perimeters; anything that demolishes or corrodes the humane nature of living beings physically, mentally, spiritually, morally will then be condemned by society and deemed as "Wrong".

In this whole GE, we have indeed seen such destruction during every campaign that the current ruling party - the PAP have with the Opposition parties such as the WP especially.

The main focus of the whole elections,however side-tracked to an incident when Gomez of the WP failed to hand in the minority certificate for the Constituent that he was running for.With a sharp eye and keen sense of impartiality,one can tell immediately that both involving parties managed to tangle themselves up in the huge wayang web, as what one of the PAP grassroots leaders claim WP to be.Oh, silly me. How can we forget about the small chit-chat session MM Lee had with a group of under-30 youth who are mainly reporters? MM Lee said that we,the youth of today would yearn to see the "clash and dust of the arena" as that is the only part of Elections that excite us. May I state, that through the whole Electoral processions, the once goody-two-shoes impression that I had of the ruling party managed to self-destruct itself.

I am not deciding which political party is right or wrong, but the whole point here is that, this fight had detuored the main purpose of this GE.The main purpose? How the Citizens of Singapore are going to benefit from the newly-elected ruling party.

During the daily campaigns, I received pamphlets from the PAP and WP. The focuses of the two parties differed to quite a large extent; to my surprise.The PAP concentrated in reinstating "What we have done for you with our money and lift-upgrading plan" whilst the latter "What we plan to do for you besides the lift-upgrading plan that you have heard a gazillion times". Yes, it is true when MM Lee said that Opposition parties would not have a level-playing field when contested with the Ruling party; but one must decide for themselves if this is doing any good for the Opposition parties who may prove to be as promising as the Ruling party.

Back to the Gomez issue, no one, NO ONE will be able to prove if anyone involved is telling the truth or not by just seeing the matter superficially. You see, after Mr Gomez failed to hand in the minority certificate,he blamed the Elections Department for not wanting to produce the certificate when asked for thereafter suspected them of losing it; which after CCTV footage showed otherwise (he placed it in his bag after signing), the PAP turned the tables against him and started labeling him. Then words such as "lack of integrity", "corruptible", "how can we let such a person of no integrity to lead the people?" started spewing out from the PAP.MM Lee still dared Gomez to sue him when he called him a liar during one the campaigns, but said "he wouldn't dare" as Gomez himself did not tell the truth and did not have evidence to protect himself.


Hold on a sec.


Ask yourselves these questions before reading further.First. How can the PAP prove that Gomez's motive was to destroy the good name of our incorruptible PAP by accusing the ED? Next. Can we, the Citizens be sure if Gomez's motive was that as said previously, or was it because he truthfully forgot to hand in the certificate due to a moment of forgetfulness? Third. What will be the outcome of Gomez handling this situation: to admit his fault if his motive was to smear PAP's name, or to prove his innocence when PAP is trying to smear his?

All comes to one conclusion: No CCTV footage, no propaganda speech by either parties will prove if he is innocent or otherwise. Only Gomez will know himself. Therefore,until he spills the truth, nothing else is the truth.

Another concerning matter is about "First-World Government" and "Democratic Nation". I shall not venture into the First-World issue; in fact it is just a name to rate Governmental bodies but can only be substantiated by actions, not speech only, as the NATO (No Action Talk Only) saying goes.
Its about us - if we are truly a Democratic State or not. We can only prove that we are one if we fulfill the criteria of being one. One of the tenets of Democracy, is "Freedom of Speech". This issue was brought up by many running candidates,although i am not certain of what they have said as I did not watch each and every campaign speeches. About a week ago, i heard a live pro gramme on a Chinese radio channel about "Citizens' view on the up and coming GE's".2 deejays were discussing about the GE's themselves after the stopped receiving incoming calls. The female deejay actually thought aloud; if we are a real Democratic country or not. She recalled an incident when she went for a political press conference. An 11-year old boy stood up and asked " Why couldn't we have freedom of speech?" the MP present rebutted him in a blunt manner,saying " The way that you just stood up and dared to ask me such a question, isn't that having the freedom of speech?"


No. Absolutely not.


What they have in America, is truly practicing the tenet of "Freedom of Speech". However so, such liberal conversations or should i say,speeches have caused a great deal of unrest as there are people who dislikes and disapproves of such liberal shoutouts. See, that is why this topic is so sacred in a tiny country like Singapore because a social unrest like such in the US will simply pull the plug and sink us six feet under. However, we do not have the freedom of speech because whatever we say in public about anything - especially politics - could just land ourselves in for a life-long vacation in Changi Prison, or worse still strip you of your wealth, status blah blah, leaving you a penniless,useless person. The 11-year old boy was not intimidated. "For every 1 person who dares to question authority, there will be 100 who does not dare to open their mouth". I salute you. He is stating facts, cold hard facts about the reality in Singapore. How are the Citizens going to voice their opinions and concerns when they are living in fear of being damned by the ruling party if they blabber something wrong?

Think, Singapore. We still have many GEs to go. No matter whether Ruling or Opposition, think.Use our brains.

We have to be thankful that it was the PAP who created this stable ground for us from nothing.

We have to be thankful for our Founding Fathers who brought us today.

We must not forget their grace, but we must look towards the future.

How sure are we that the Ruling party will do as they promise?

How sure are we that the Opposition are capable of handling a country?

Some questions are rhetorical, such as Theories and Laws which are proved over time, however this world is still consists of Uncertainty that we,are uncertain if they will ever be answered.

quoted from Henrik Ibsen:
Those who corrupt truth themselves become corrupted.


Isnt that right? eh...but so far no one's corrupted yet, i hope..


Friday, May 12, 2006
Dear Cheryl:
5/12/2006 11:25:00 PM

I should have known.I shouldnt have at all started this conversation.In the end..all i did was to vent my frustration.

I dont want to be demanding.But once i saw the piece of art work..a thought came to my mind-i was euphoric and overjoyed.I was comforted to see that my baby cousin has grown up to be a young,fine lady.

I overlooked your capabilities.Yes,i may have seemed to expect too much-maybe i was wrong to ordain such a standard.

You are a great lover of art,i cant deny.I was amazed by the drawing.You will one day be the most renowned artist,i respect you.Fear though,your immediate future is what determines tomorrow.i was utterly disappointed.I have a splitting headache after i screamed my lungs at you.I feel..as your elder brother..i have not done enough.

I was incensed when you didnt respond.Especially when i kept prompting you to recite the poem that you drew in the drawing.My face was starting to feel emberish.i burst out finally.i scared you.i think..for a long,long time you didnt see me in such a fit.

Oh well...


Wednesday, May 10, 2006
Sorry ma.
5/10/2006 12:05:00 AM

Damn.Still can't find my physical geog marianne chong guidebook."ma...did you keep my physical geog book? where did you keep it?"

I didn't use an accusing tone.Serious.She flared.wooops..i stepped on a nerve.
She stomped into my room.wham.bamm.Shoved all my stuff on the floor.i jumped when she threatened to smash my file to bits.She screamed.yelled.

i did not flinch.

"i did not blame you..i was merely asking you where my book is".It dawned me finally that i was indirectly blaming her for misplacing my stuff.i felt ungrateful all of a sudden.Maybe i was a bit too overboard this time.

sighs..

sorry,ma.


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