The Road to Resilience
do the things you enjoy doing.that helps you relax.
been so emo this morning.
i couldnt believe that i could have suicidal thoughts.ever.
i thought i was a coward.
i was afraid of the pain.the blood.
no.
because to stand up and face life
takes the biggest courage ever
have i not felt the love that everyone has for me
i think
i would have lost hope.
but i read.that people are like stained-glass windows.
it is only when darkness falls
can one see their inner beauty when a small light glows from within.
thank buddha.
i cannot be anymore grateful.
last night.
i pictured the destruction that could have taken place.
i saw the loss.
and no matter how much i struggled
buddha.you held me so tight.
made sure that i didn't totally lose control.
even when i was on the brink of collapsing
i still thought of the consequences if i destroyed all i have in front of me.
i never on my life
want that to happen.
count and thank my lucky stars
and guardian angel
that has never lost faith in me.
The darkest hour of any man's life is when he sits down to plan how to get money without earning it. (Horace Greeley)